Hell's Kitchen Season 11 Review

I'm happy for Ja'Nel who won the hell's kitchen season 11 but i'm pretty dissapointed of Gordon Ramsay's decision about putting Mary on final. Yeah, although Mary was very good in the control test but she's just it. She just good at leadership not good at cooking. I think that her cooking just average. The platting just naahhh boring and she always put a big portion on a plate. The most important thing too is she's not creative, her dishes just very traditional way and she's not dare to do some twists in it. 

I appreciate Ja'Nel become a winner because she's apply some modern twist to the traditional dish and sometimes she uses rare protein that makes her dish become fancy and totally worth it. 

From the first time I already thought that the final 2 will be Jon and Ja'Nel. But i was wrong. I think Jon is the strongest member of the blue team, he's the one who could survive from the blue team until he got the black jacket. His dishes are stunning and 5stars quality i think. He's creative too. Maybe he lacked on the control test but he's pretty good at leadership though. 

I also put my eyes into Cyndy. I think she's got a great pallette and skills. She sometimes messed up on the kitchen but  she's the team player. She never missed single challenge and i realized that red team always win because of Cyndy and ofc Ja'Nel. Without them, red team would be a messed and not under control. 

So, i just wanna say proficiat to Ja'Nel! You're totally worth as a head chef at Gordon Ramsay's Pub&Grill. 

Not very important thing

Okay, i haven't post anything yet for a long time cause my life lately is very boring. I don't have anything to do. I sleep 18 hours a day and eat 3 meals a day. Okay, it's so piggy move. I don't realize i'm gonna be a college student. Really like really?! I haven't prepared anything. I'm gonna be at pharmacy faculty. Can you imagine that? A lazy unorganized me gonna be a pharmacist! Haha i still can't imagine that. 

I don't go anywhere for my summer holiday because my mom told me that i'm gonna go to bali for lebaran holiday. Ofc i can't wait. I prepared my tummy for mbok oka, nuris, tonny roma's, bubba gump, and anything there especially the pork meal. I prepare my money either to shop there. It's gonna be amazing! 

There there, idk what to say anymore. Good night then :) 

PS : i love to use b&w lately and i love to use my innocent face

Spender's review

Hi! I just spend all of my money for cosmetics. I'm not the beauty expert and i just a newbie in make up. But i'm gonna review all things that i just got. 

From left : etude's lime green and turquoise nail polish, tony moly's diva khaki nail polish, etude's matte top coat, revlon's makeup foundation nude color

Overall i love etude's nail polish because the color of their pastels is magnificent and it's easy to use as well. Its color is cute. But when i try tony moly's it's definitely the best nail polish i ever use after OPI. The brush is easily to use and not easily gulp and dry. The result is fantastic as well. The color? Don't ask! I love it! 

Beside the nail polishes, i buy the matte top coat as well. The result give the best nails and it makes the unsmooth surface of our nails. The foundation? It's great. It suits my skin color and the make up fitted perfectly on it. 

From bottom to top : masami shouko's eyeliner brush, NYX's jumbo eye pencil slate color, revlon's just bitten kissable cream color

That eyeliner brush is great. I recommend this brand because the hair of brush is smooth and it's easy to clean it after we use it. Afterthat, we have the jumbo eye pencil. Just one stroke we can make the perfect eyeline and we can make the smokey eyes with that. Furthermore, the bitten kissable lipbalm. It's crayon and the color is not to bright. Suits our lips perfectly. And it's mint! Fresh! Cool on our lips as well.

Last but not least, my new revlon's nail enamel remover. It's acetone free. Although it smells so strong, but it's good for wipe the nail polish away from our nails. It's good for our nails health as well because it content jojoba oil :) 

That's all. See you next post :D

Guilty Me

Hello there, i actually from tp and i shopped. Again. I'm such a spender and i'm not gonna deny it. What i bought? Later, i will review it all just for you. :) 

Okay, i know it's late. I'm still awake. I can't sleep cause yeah, lately my mind has running like crazy. It's been so long since i have a crushed on a boy. Yeah, he's literally makes me addicted to every red thing in front of me. I have crushed again. And it's kinda difficult for me. In his eyes, i'm just a lil kiddo with a great passion on shopping and obviously he's kinda not interest at all. Okay, this is totally my opinion, but i feel not confident in front of him. Sometimes i'm just be a lil kid, sometimes i flirt and act like a maniac shopaholic, sometimes i just act like a wise woman and it just feel so wrong. I'm too wide open to show my personality and my vulnerability. I just can't hide it. He doesn't have any interest to have relationship and closed to me, he just call me a "friend" and he's not gonna want to meet me. My mom keep pushing me to have a boyfriend and i don't want to rush. But, in front of him, i'm appear to rush hardly. Yeah, firstly i think that this feel is just a temporary crush but my heart deny it as hard as it could. I even dreamed about him. I'm like what the hell am i doing? I think about him every second also. Overall, i don't want to be a one-side love. I hurt too much with that problems and i don't wanna that happened again to me. I'm sorry, "him". I just can't. I have to think again to fight for it or to fall apart. 

Being Innocent

I realized that I'm old! Really old! My mom keep pushing me to looking for boyfriend, that i never wanna do, because yeah, i'm into someone but still, he doesn't wanna have any relationship and blablabla. I really got crushed into him but i can't wait for him like FOREVER. Yeah, enough for that instant chit chat. 

I wanna back to 5. Seriously. I think now kids isn't that innocent like when i was their age. They know about lovey dovey thing and they even asked me about kissing their bf/gf. I'm shocked. Literally. I never been kissed by a male, except from my daddy and uncles, that doesn't count. When i was 5, i was really annoying. I keep begging for crayon, toys, and travelling. Yeah, i'm pretty dump. But now, kids are begging for ipad, computer, blackberry, etc. wow. Even my 5yo cousin know how to sing lady gaga's and maroon5's song. Amazing right? But this kinda situation doesn't make me wanna be like this when i can be 5 anymore. I just wanna happy me when i got a new toy and a prize when i win the piano competitions for kids. 

Caption : I was praying. Haha. Still use red ribbons to make 2 pony tails. 

Caption : when i was 2. Toy cars was still the precious thing for me because it makes me happy

Caption : when i was 2 either. I still can't write but i'm proud that i can scetch the calendar paper all ever i want. 

Caption : this is 18 me. Wanna go to bed. Still innocent, right? 

Bye, Jakarta!

Okay, this post is fresh from the oven. I'm still in Jakarta's airport, Soekarno-Hatta, and i have to wait around 2 hour before boarding. 5 days in jakarta, yeah, i know. A lil bored. But i have a lot of interesting story for you all. 

Jakarta, as you know, a very crowded place in Indonesia. The traffic is total chaos here and i'm lucky i don't have any interest to live here cause if i live any longer here, i'm gonna get car-sickness. Not to mention, but Jakarta's traffic is a total mess. People that use motor vehicle drive insanely. My pap's driver almost hitted truck, not just a small truck but a troton. Oh gosh, it's such a heart attack. 

I lived at my favorite auntie's home. I love living there cause her home is such a palace. It's so comfy and i click with my auntie from i was baby sooo i don't need to behave properly. Her children is so cute. This is my pic with them 

The second day, i attended a seminar that held by ABRSM. Yeah, not much but attend a seminar is like hell! It's even worse than going to school and having 8hours of history lesson. Gosh! 

Caption : This is my "keplek" 

Caption : The hot stage

Caption : As usual, my table is a total mess as well as my brain

Okay, i'm not gonna bring any boring thing again. At jakarta, i buy a lot of clothes and books! 

Yeah, i buy all of these in Central Park Jakarta.

Caption : Stradivarius's yellow tee and pull&bear's sweat shirt

Caption : A stradivarius's turquoise shorts

Caption : Stripes! It's pull&bear's

Caption : Stradivarius's navy pants

Caption : I know, surabaya has gramedia as well but i can't take it! 

Yeah that's all i have. I have a lot of fun at jakarta! See you all soon at surabaya! Adios!

May Beauty Haul

It's may everyone, and y'all know that may is such a beautiful month because it's spring! Okay, i don't use to blablabla and use to talk a lot, let's barge into my first beauty haul. I'm not into makeup or anything cause i don't wanna ruin my baby type face so i wanna share you about ... 

It's tea tree aroma for face wash. The smell is like cajuputi oil, it smell isn't too strong so i really like it. Just use it like you're use to wash your face, not a big deal actually. The result is your face is not too moist and not too dry. I like to use this because when i wake up first in the morning, you all know that surabaya now is very very hot, my face use to very very moist and easily get sweat. But after i use this, my face is not too moist anymore but not dry as well. And if you use this, your face getting smoother. Idk if it's work on you, and my skin is not to rough either, but after you use this, your acne is gradually gone, your face not gonna be oily, and your skin is smoother than usual. I recommend you to use this! It's available at body shop and it's available in foam usage too. Hope my beauty haul work for you as well. Ciao!