Being Innocent

I realized that I'm old! Really old! My mom keep pushing me to looking for boyfriend, that i never wanna do, because yeah, i'm into someone but still, he doesn't wanna have any relationship and blablabla. I really got crushed into him but i can't wait for him like FOREVER. Yeah, enough for that instant chit chat. 

I wanna back to 5. Seriously. I think now kids isn't that innocent like when i was their age. They know about lovey dovey thing and they even asked me about kissing their bf/gf. I'm shocked. Literally. I never been kissed by a male, except from my daddy and uncles, that doesn't count. When i was 5, i was really annoying. I keep begging for crayon, toys, and travelling. Yeah, i'm pretty dump. But now, kids are begging for ipad, computer, blackberry, etc. wow. Even my 5yo cousin know how to sing lady gaga's and maroon5's song. Amazing right? But this kinda situation doesn't make me wanna be like this when i can be 5 anymore. I just wanna happy me when i got a new toy and a prize when i win the piano competitions for kids. 

Caption : I was praying. Haha. Still use red ribbons to make 2 pony tails. 

Caption : when i was 2. Toy cars was still the precious thing for me because it makes me happy

Caption : when i was 2 either. I still can't write but i'm proud that i can scetch the calendar paper all ever i want. 

Caption : this is 18 me. Wanna go to bed. Still innocent, right?