Hell's Kitchen Season 11 Review

I'm happy for Ja'Nel who won the hell's kitchen season 11 but i'm pretty dissapointed of Gordon Ramsay's decision about putting Mary on final. Yeah, although Mary was very good in the control test but she's just it. She just good at leadership not good at cooking. I think that her cooking just average. The platting just naahhh boring and she always put a big portion on a plate. The most important thing too is she's not creative, her dishes just very traditional way and she's not dare to do some twists in it. 

I appreciate Ja'Nel become a winner because she's apply some modern twist to the traditional dish and sometimes she uses rare protein that makes her dish become fancy and totally worth it. 

From the first time I already thought that the final 2 will be Jon and Ja'Nel. But i was wrong. I think Jon is the strongest member of the blue team, he's the one who could survive from the blue team until he got the black jacket. His dishes are stunning and 5stars quality i think. He's creative too. Maybe he lacked on the control test but he's pretty good at leadership though. 

I also put my eyes into Cyndy. I think she's got a great pallette and skills. She sometimes messed up on the kitchen but  she's the team player. She never missed single challenge and i realized that red team always win because of Cyndy and ofc Ja'Nel. Without them, red team would be a messed and not under control. 

So, i just wanna say proficiat to Ja'Nel! You're totally worth as a head chef at Gordon Ramsay's Pub&Grill. 

Not very important thing

Okay, i haven't post anything yet for a long time cause my life lately is very boring. I don't have anything to do. I sleep 18 hours a day and eat 3 meals a day. Okay, it's so piggy move. I don't realize i'm gonna be a college student. Really like really?! I haven't prepared anything. I'm gonna be at pharmacy faculty. Can you imagine that? A lazy unorganized me gonna be a pharmacist! Haha i still can't imagine that. 

I don't go anywhere for my summer holiday because my mom told me that i'm gonna go to bali for lebaran holiday. Ofc i can't wait. I prepared my tummy for mbok oka, nuris, tonny roma's, bubba gump, and anything there especially the pork meal. I prepare my money either to shop there. It's gonna be amazing! 

There there, idk what to say anymore. Good night then :) 

PS : i love to use b&w lately and i love to use my innocent face

Spender's review

Hi! I just spend all of my money for cosmetics. I'm not the beauty expert and i just a newbie in make up. But i'm gonna review all things that i just got. 

From left : etude's lime green and turquoise nail polish, tony moly's diva khaki nail polish, etude's matte top coat, revlon's makeup foundation nude color

Overall i love etude's nail polish because the color of their pastels is magnificent and it's easy to use as well. Its color is cute. But when i try tony moly's it's definitely the best nail polish i ever use after OPI. The brush is easily to use and not easily gulp and dry. The result is fantastic as well. The color? Don't ask! I love it! 

Beside the nail polishes, i buy the matte top coat as well. The result give the best nails and it makes the unsmooth surface of our nails. The foundation? It's great. It suits my skin color and the make up fitted perfectly on it. 

From bottom to top : masami shouko's eyeliner brush, NYX's jumbo eye pencil slate color, revlon's just bitten kissable cream color

That eyeliner brush is great. I recommend this brand because the hair of brush is smooth and it's easy to clean it after we use it. Afterthat, we have the jumbo eye pencil. Just one stroke we can make the perfect eyeline and we can make the smokey eyes with that. Furthermore, the bitten kissable lipbalm. It's crayon and the color is not to bright. Suits our lips perfectly. And it's mint! Fresh! Cool on our lips as well.

Last but not least, my new revlon's nail enamel remover. It's acetone free. Although it smells so strong, but it's good for wipe the nail polish away from our nails. It's good for our nails health as well because it content jojoba oil :) 

That's all. See you next post :D

Guilty Me

Hello there, i actually from tp and i shopped. Again. I'm such a spender and i'm not gonna deny it. What i bought? Later, i will review it all just for you. :) 

Okay, i know it's late. I'm still awake. I can't sleep cause yeah, lately my mind has running like crazy. It's been so long since i have a crushed on a boy. Yeah, he's literally makes me addicted to every red thing in front of me. I have crushed again. And it's kinda difficult for me. In his eyes, i'm just a lil kiddo with a great passion on shopping and obviously he's kinda not interest at all. Okay, this is totally my opinion, but i feel not confident in front of him. Sometimes i'm just be a lil kid, sometimes i flirt and act like a maniac shopaholic, sometimes i just act like a wise woman and it just feel so wrong. I'm too wide open to show my personality and my vulnerability. I just can't hide it. He doesn't have any interest to have relationship and closed to me, he just call me a "friend" and he's not gonna want to meet me. My mom keep pushing me to have a boyfriend and i don't want to rush. But, in front of him, i'm appear to rush hardly. Yeah, firstly i think that this feel is just a temporary crush but my heart deny it as hard as it could. I even dreamed about him. I'm like what the hell am i doing? I think about him every second also. Overall, i don't want to be a one-side love. I hurt too much with that problems and i don't wanna that happened again to me. I'm sorry, "him". I just can't. I have to think again to fight for it or to fall apart. 

Being Innocent

I realized that I'm old! Really old! My mom keep pushing me to looking for boyfriend, that i never wanna do, because yeah, i'm into someone but still, he doesn't wanna have any relationship and blablabla. I really got crushed into him but i can't wait for him like FOREVER. Yeah, enough for that instant chit chat. 

I wanna back to 5. Seriously. I think now kids isn't that innocent like when i was their age. They know about lovey dovey thing and they even asked me about kissing their bf/gf. I'm shocked. Literally. I never been kissed by a male, except from my daddy and uncles, that doesn't count. When i was 5, i was really annoying. I keep begging for crayon, toys, and travelling. Yeah, i'm pretty dump. But now, kids are begging for ipad, computer, blackberry, etc. wow. Even my 5yo cousin know how to sing lady gaga's and maroon5's song. Amazing right? But this kinda situation doesn't make me wanna be like this when i can be 5 anymore. I just wanna happy me when i got a new toy and a prize when i win the piano competitions for kids. 

Caption : I was praying. Haha. Still use red ribbons to make 2 pony tails. 

Caption : when i was 2. Toy cars was still the precious thing for me because it makes me happy

Caption : when i was 2 either. I still can't write but i'm proud that i can scetch the calendar paper all ever i want. 

Caption : this is 18 me. Wanna go to bed. Still innocent, right? 

Bye, Jakarta!

Okay, this post is fresh from the oven. I'm still in Jakarta's airport, Soekarno-Hatta, and i have to wait around 2 hour before boarding. 5 days in jakarta, yeah, i know. A lil bored. But i have a lot of interesting story for you all. 

Jakarta, as you know, a very crowded place in Indonesia. The traffic is total chaos here and i'm lucky i don't have any interest to live here cause if i live any longer here, i'm gonna get car-sickness. Not to mention, but Jakarta's traffic is a total mess. People that use motor vehicle drive insanely. My pap's driver almost hitted truck, not just a small truck but a troton. Oh gosh, it's such a heart attack. 

I lived at my favorite auntie's home. I love living there cause her home is such a palace. It's so comfy and i click with my auntie from i was baby sooo i don't need to behave properly. Her children is so cute. This is my pic with them 

The second day, i attended a seminar that held by ABRSM. Yeah, not much but attend a seminar is like hell! It's even worse than going to school and having 8hours of history lesson. Gosh! 

Caption : This is my "keplek" 

Caption : The hot stage

Caption : As usual, my table is a total mess as well as my brain

Okay, i'm not gonna bring any boring thing again. At jakarta, i buy a lot of clothes and books! 

Yeah, i buy all of these in Central Park Jakarta.

Caption : Stradivarius's yellow tee and pull&bear's sweat shirt

Caption : A stradivarius's turquoise shorts

Caption : Stripes! It's pull&bear's

Caption : Stradivarius's navy pants

Caption : I know, surabaya has gramedia as well but i can't take it! 

Yeah that's all i have. I have a lot of fun at jakarta! See you all soon at surabaya! Adios!

May Beauty Haul

It's may everyone, and y'all know that may is such a beautiful month because it's spring! Okay, i don't use to blablabla and use to talk a lot, let's barge into my first beauty haul. I'm not into makeup or anything cause i don't wanna ruin my baby type face so i wanna share you about ... 

It's tea tree aroma for face wash. The smell is like cajuputi oil, it smell isn't too strong so i really like it. Just use it like you're use to wash your face, not a big deal actually. The result is your face is not too moist and not too dry. I like to use this because when i wake up first in the morning, you all know that surabaya now is very very hot, my face use to very very moist and easily get sweat. But after i use this, my face is not too moist anymore but not dry as well. And if you use this, your face getting smoother. Idk if it's work on you, and my skin is not to rough either, but after you use this, your acne is gradually gone, your face not gonna be oily, and your skin is smoother than usual. I recommend you to use this! It's available at body shop and it's available in foam usage too. Hope my beauty haul work for you as well. Ciao!

Cara Delevingne by Karl Lagerfeld

Here we go. My favorite fashion design ever, Karl Lagerfeld shoot his muse, who is my favorite model ever, Cara Delevingne for Melissa Shoes. These photoshoots are freaking amazing! Let's take a look

I think Cara Delevingne is such a quirky hot model. She's deliver the shoes very well and the quirkiness suits the way Karl Lagerfeld shoot her. I can't help to love her cheekbones and her eyes! She's smizing and modelling H2T. She look very edgy and sexy. I love the shoes design as well. My favorite of all is the ice-cream heels. Ice-cream that designed as the heels is magnificent. It's kinda cute too.

Best Song Ever

This is my playlist that makes me touched, it's deep, and it's the best way to express our feeling. Most of this playlist is from glee. (PS : Boys, glee isn't as bad as you're all thinking)

1. Let Me Love You (Glee version) - oh my god, I'm touched. My tears gonna drop when I hear this. The way Jacob Artist (or should I say Jake Puckerman) sing to Melissa Benoist (Marley Rose) is like he's feeling it. He's really show his expression, his love. And it's really like the best way to propose Marley as his gf.
2. Defying Gravity (Glee version) - the way Lea Michele sing, makes me hard to breath. Idk. Her voice is such a gift! It does make me fly like in heaven.
3. Stronger (What doesn't kill you) - Great song from Kelly Clarkson. Yeah, for girl like me, broken heart often happened. But this song remind me always, that problem after problem, we grow stronger. Broken heart doesn't kill you, guys. This song's meaning is very deep, so if you're suffering from broken heart of other problems, i recommend y'all to hear this song
4. New York State of Mind (both Glee version and Barbara Streisand's) - Original song from Billy Joel, but it become a popular song after Barbara Streisand sang it. The lyrics are magnificent! The desire, the dream, it just shows and it's so define!
5. Everything - Not-so-old-song by Michael Buble is way too romantic. It's perfection. I'm wishing that somebody propose me using that song. The lyrics is magnificent. It's express the true love. The melody is pretty simple, sounds like easy. But the expression is deep.
6. Without you - Y'all must know this song right? It's from Usher feat David Guetta. It's driving me insane, I mean, a guy declared that he can't live without someone? That's huge.

That's all for now that I can remember. Hahaha :D good night folks!

After National Exams

Hey, I'm here. After my highschool national exam, me, and my bestie, Lena, goes to PTC. afterall we do nothing. Just have some lunch, buy some dvds (PS : I rather not called it "some" cause we're like we're never see any dvds when we buy them), buy a pair of shoes both me and Lena for Bali La Vista. But the most epic thing, we do photobooth for the last time wearing national uniforms. Check it out!

Epic right?

Last Day at School

My senior years is gonna end soon. Bye-bye high school, hello university. Bye-bye fun and friends, say hello to boring routines. So, I'm gonna post my last day school shoots.

 Me and Mr. Mustache, Herman

 Me and Micol :D

 From Left : Gio, Deviana, Me

 Me and my beloved Math teacher, Mrs. Dahlia

 Me and Baliho Alex

 Me and lab teammate, RO

 Fiveourite with Mrs. Dahlia doing the peas on PvZ expression

 Fiveourite with our beloved Physics Teacher, Mrs. Linda

"Bersatu" Face with Mrs. Dahlia. Kinda epic right?

Bali La Vista, Here I Come!

Okay, 4 ends, 2 to go. My national exams time is gonna over! Yeah! And it's time for what? You bet, Bali La Vista. As usual (urgh..), Sinlui is going to Bali for the prom and last vacation with friends in highschool life. I'm excited cause I really enjoy my last times with my friends. No biggie but every highschool is going to held a prom in Bali, include Frateran, and SMAN6, that both of them are have the same date for vacation as Sinlui's. It's driving me insane. 1500 students from Surabaya is going to make Bali become a crowded place, but 3 schools in the same time? Idk, maybe it will be too crowded.

Me and my you-die-alone-BITCH-bestie, Lena, have masterpiece plans right after National Exams. We're going to watch Oblivion tmrw cause during the hectic weeks, we can't watch any movie, Shop-till-drop times, nail polishing, Cha-timing, eating suki, and make couples tee (okay, we're not a lesbian)

Emm.. Because many senior-year-students are going to Bali, here's some peak from what I will bring to Bali. Hope these will inspire and remind you.
1. Of course, prom dress. You can't wear any tee and short to the prom, right?
2. Sunblock and body butter. Trust me, once you're going to Bali, even you're not sun-bathing, you're going to back with tanned-skin. Darker, and obviously you don't want to have the dry skin
3. Shorts, tee, flipflops, hat, sunglasses. It's beach baby!
4. MONEY! If  you're shopaholic like me, you're can't be go to the Bali and don't buy anything across the street.
5. Magazines. The trip with bus is awful, so for getting rid of boredom, I'll bring magazines, just in case.
6. Powerbank. Our gadgets in Bali are important, like camera, ipod.
7. Swim-suit. If you're go to Bali and you don't bring your swim-suit, it's like you're don't bring 2B pencils to the national exam room.

That's it. Happy FREEDOM HOLIDAY everyone!

RIP The Iron Lady

A deep condolence for The UK's Iron Lady. United Kingdom has just lost such a British Icon, Margaret Thatcher. She's the first and the only woman that become the UK's Prime Minister. She was lead the Conservative Party in UK from 1975-1990  and become the Prime Minister from 1979-1990. She's got the nickname "Iron Lady" from her compromising style of leadership. She was passed away on 8 April 2013 at Ritz Hotel, London. She had suffered from stroke. The funeral will Falkland's Theme. Her funeral ceremonial, include the military honor, the church service. The funeral will held on 17 April.

Beethoven's Sonata "Pathetique" op.13 no.1

Howdy! I'm pretty sad lately cause I have to say goodbye to my dearest class, Fiveourite. Yesterday was the last day we in the class, together with teachers cause not to mention, we have to face National Exams on 15-18 April. Time ticking quickly. Being Fiveourite's is the best thing ever though :)

Okay, no tears in this article. I entry for ABRSM Diploma's Exam with my major, which is piano. I have to perform 4 different songs from different century. I pretty much love all songs, but I wanna share the Beethoven's Pathetique Sonata to you all from Classic Century cause I think this song is suits me well.

Sonata Pathetique was published in 1799. It was the first Beethoven Sonata that use the slow  tempo at first movement. This sonata is dedicated to Prince Karl Lichnowsky. This sonata is called Pathetique cause Beethoven named that by himself. This sonata expressed the tragic sonorities.

Beethoven composed this sonata cause he was inspired by Mozart's piano sonata K.457 that in C minor key as well. This sonata is very "Beethoven". It suits his characteristic. The sudden emotions, sudden changes, it just undescribable amazing. It expressed the guilty Beethoven when he's gradually lost his hearing. He was feeling like he wanna rebel to God cause he felt like God wasn't fair to him. He thought on his successful period, he didn't just wanna give up that way. His hearing was his guilty pleasure. But suddenly, the melody on the sonata shows that he give up. This composition is like his up-side-down condition. His anxiety. His vulnerability. His emotions that easily exploded and changed in seconds.

Eventhough this sonata is composed when Beethoven was in a deep lost, but still, Beethoven can amused every people in the world. This sonata became well-known and many people play it. I sometimes still figure Beethoven's feeling and try to apply it into my interpretation. I wanna play this sonata very well and make every people that hear my interpretation can feel the vulnerability and the anxiety in this composition.

Well, that's it. I still practice this song. Maybe when I'm ready, I'll record it and post it in this blog. Finger crossed.

I'm back, Folks!

Hey there! Sorry for passive condition in my blog lately. It because I have to done my school business first, which is School Exam. Urgh, I hate these exams! I felt such a fool. I was not confident at all at my math exam. Solving 40 Sinlui's question is CRAZY! I thought all those 40 are easy to solve but I didn't have enough time to solve it all because the question need to solve with long terms. I devastated that time, frustrated, even I can't look to my result. The day after I done my math exam, the result came and I felt really creepy that time. The result just announced who got the remidial exam which is under Sinlui's SKM (70). My heart was beating like hell. But overall I didn't see my absence number. SHOCKED. FREAKING OUT. I PASSED! Other exams? I felt confidence. I don't know the result yet but I feel like I will pass all exams. Such a relief.

Oh yeah, one thing I forgot! 24 March is my birthday afterall! Hahaha. I'm old now! I don't do anything special on my birthday. Just ate early dinner and watch movies which is Oz the great and powerful. I know, I was late watching it. But, I did't have time that time because of the art of torturing that made by my school.I I celebrated it with my friends at 26 March at TP and I got my RED converse shoes. My friends really know that I'm a huge fans of red thing and converse is my-all-time-favorite shoes. Not to mention, I love it cause I've kinda absorbed all Singaporean habit and many Singaporean don't wear heels for walk cause we always need to walk there so we have to comfort our feet with comfortable shoes. Present from my parents? Cash of course. I want it to purchased by myself.

The shocking moment lately is I bought over 500k for books. Can you imagine that? But let me say it again, I AM NOT A NERD. I just love to read the stories. Books forever don't make me become a nerd that have studying as a hobby. Huh. Never.

That's all my lately life. I'm still a young wild and free person. Still single. Kinda filthy. Vicious sometimes. I'm still have passion at music of course

Insanity Crisis

Hi folks long time no blogging :) haha i've been very busy lately and i just wanna lil bit curcol to you all cause i wanna my insanity back.

First, My school exams is on 19th of march until 25th. Can you imagine if you have your birthday on 24th? Gosh, it's hard for me. I haven't prepare for my SE at all. And guess what? I've been very lazy lately and i barely studying. My life just been watching dvd, reading novel and all the entertainment stuff. Hhh..

Second, i've been shopaholic lately. And idk how to stop it. I want everything that i see. Like forever21 varsity, oversized jumper, leather pants, urban decay pallette, ciate caviar nails, and more more more. My mom keep yelling at me cause i keep shop all the time.
And check out this pic. I even told my dad to buy that for me at jakarta

Third, well this kinda embarassing. I found out my ex-crush's twitter and he's got a new gf. Well his new gf is ugly *haha thanks god. But yeah, still hurt deep down inside. And when i remember what faculty i will go on this end of summer holiday (well even in indonesia we don't have any summer) i still remember what he told me about.

Okay no more crying scene in my blog. Haha i will survive *singing

Even how hard your life could it be, you always find your way -A

Hot Stuff

it's nearly March which means we already toward spring time and my birthday on 24th March! *althoughinIndonesiawedon'thavespringtime
I love to share hot stuff for you guys (my only version)

 There are Cartier's Charm Bracelet, Kate Spade's Charm Bracelet, YSL's Charm Bracelet as well, Marc Jacobs Colorful Watch and it's digital, and extraordinary Chanel Bag for the first row

The second row we have shoes! Celine's red flat shoes, Marc Jacobs's flat kitty shoes, Prada's flat fox pink shoes, Valentino's suede heels (LOVE, LOVE, LOVE!) and YSL's red and gold heels

Okay, let's move on to third row. We have freaking red Kate Spade's wallet, Louboutin's black suede purse, Marc Jacobs's neon purse, Marc Jacob's like-a-envelope (nearly) purse, Marc Jacob's stripes purse

Last but not least we have Dots Fragrance by Marc Jacob, Valentina Fragrances by Valentino, Celine's Headset Jack Plug, Kate Spade's Iphone case, and Skip Hop Backpack (Am I too old to use this to go to school? It's very cute though!)

Late Post

Happy chinese new year and happy valentine day. Although I'm still single and happy, I've got many hongpao so I consider myself as a rich girl for I don't know, maybe 1 month? (cause i will spent all of my hongpao for my sweet treats for myself) pretty selfish huh? but i love it somehow.
Here's my some pics..

 This is my hongpao from my dearest dearest parents and siblings. Love y'all!

 This is our craziness. We're pretending to be couple for a day. BFF forever! A&A! :D

 I caught this in CW. Sweet right?

 This is my love for my mom :D although i eat most of them haha

 this pears and cookies for CNY. It's freakin delicious FYI

This is my family reunion dinner's appetite. It's freaking delicious, no lie!

And I wanna apologize for late celebration. Cause I have to face my hectic week as senior high students. I have to try out for NE. These try outs is fucking hard as hell. I can't do it *i think. So i really concern about my graduation. Am I gonna graduate? *crossingmyfinger I really concern about my 12th grade lesson too. Until now, my teachers don't finish them. Many tasks and tests to do. When I'm gonna study for NE? 

Okay, forget it. I've already past my hectic week and I'm gonna celebrate it. Horray!

Lately I love to shop. A lot. I don't know why but when I see cute things or sale i always wanna buy. Here's some my new babies (mean : my new stuff)